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Two Days of Silence – April 06, ’20

disbelief & disorientation

Meditation for the Soul ~

Truly, truly I say to you,
you will weep and lament,
but the world will rejoice.
John 16:20
For my sighing comes instead of my bread,
and my groanings are poured out like water.
For the thing that I fear comes upon me,
and what I dread befalls me.
Job 3:23-25
The Spirit himself intercedes for us
with groanings too deep for words.
Romans 8:26

Reflection for the Mind ~

This Lent we have committed ourselves to being occupied with thoughts of Jesus and who He showed Himself to be in the last days of His earthly life. As we approach today’s entry, we do so with the premise that those who followed Christ were very much occupied with thoughts of Him in the two-plus days after He died.

There is no way to understand what Jesus’ followers would have been experiencing at the time of His death. Their Beloved had just been savagely tortured and then executed. The psyche’s immediate response to trauma is to put a temporary stop on all normal responses and shift into a shutdown mode for self-preservation. So I don’t think the extent of their bewilderment can be measured.

But the thing that takes their experience even further out of the known stratosphere is this: Jesus wasn’t just their beloved companion and teacher. He was the one who was going to save them. He was the Christ, the Messiah. He was the Son of God. He was their future hope – and He was dead.

Fear also gripped those left behind. They hunkered down trying to stay off of the Jewish leaders’ grid. That adds yet another complicated, significant layer to all the followers of Christ were trying to navigate. It was just a terrible, terrible time for them. Honestly, Jesus was so detailed trying to prepare them for His absence, but it didn’t appear as though much of it was able to come to bear for the disciples and others.

A few of Jesus’ followers, mainly the women, were able to make themselves useful by preparing His body for burial and taking care of the burial details. That might have been a helpful “if temporary” distraction. But the majority were left to do nothing but wait (in hiding) and pray that the cloud of disbelief and disorientation would mercifully dissipate.

Response for the Heart ~

Lord, even as Your Spirit takes me back to that terrible day, I grieve Your death. The idea that one could be without You, for a moment, let alone three interminable days is beyond my comprehension. I know You sustained Your devastated followers, though I doubt they would have been able to feel it. What would You have me understand as I sit in these days of silence? Speak to me Lord and teach me. I praise You and I worship You! ~ Amen

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